so i didn’t sleep last night

so i rolled out of bed at 6:05 like “jesus fuck why does school exist why can i not sleep why was i up all night fuck everything”

put on eric’s sweatpants and my northface and stomped out the door.

didn’t even do my hair.  or my makeup.  i put on eyeliner on the bus…does that even count?

but i seriously dressed like a dude.

my cup of fucks given wasn’t only empty… it was fucking incinerated.

i have never reached that level of tired before.

like..i was so tired i was bitchy and witty and clever and loud because i wanted everyone else to feel as shitty as i did.  that’s new, even for me.

like… so tired i turned gym class into “let’s see how much it takes to piss off the fat kids” time.  honestly.